May 28

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I had not noticed the patterns on the floor.

I had not noticed the photos on the wall.

I did not hear the melodies, none at all.

 

I don't recall the day's events.

No image pops, nothing I can explain.

 

I can describe with thorough details a vivid story by my mind.

I can trust myself to write it rhymed.

 

I do remember sitting on a chair.

I did not notice my partner's color of the hair.

I know we looked deep into each other's eyes,

before I caught a glimpse of something new and we depart.

 

I was wearing small high heels.

I took them off, I did not seek the feels.

 

So here I am.

I am looking at the walls,

I am staring at the floor.

 

I try to put it in my head, to lock it in my brain.

I try to paint the image clear,

the chairs around the room, the people, all that I can hear.

 

But when I sit to write it down, all I do is jump back in and drown.

 

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