Not again!
I wake up.
Yet another morning with a heavy make up
and the headache, both too bad to mention.
I take shower, not before the pill.
Hello, my friend Benalgin!
The water - one can boil an egg with.
Try to warm a raw heart through the skin.
Makes me feel i’m back to where i’ve been
Under world made up of better sins
I can’t eat, don’t make me!
I know what you see, but do you understand it?
Not much is left to your imagination.
Damaged goods by failed intentions.
Thank God!
I’ve made it to the coffee.
I take no sugar, milk and promises
Clothes are just another way
To live a life in chains
I am not a rib.
I don’t talk to strangers.
If i’m not good enough for Heaven
Please, don’t make me wake up.
Nice variation on the ‘I do this, I do that’ for the title! And although you do use some lines which sound a bit ‘explanatory’ – ‘Not much is left to your imagination./Damaged goods by failed intentions.’ or ‘Clothes are just another way/To live a life in chains’ – and again tend to ‘tell’ rather than ‘show’ in such parts of the poem, there’s also enough left unsaid for us, as readers, to respond ourselves. I also like some of the phrases you’ve come up with – ‘Under [a?] world made up of better sins’, ‘I am not a rib’ – or used in an unexpected context (‘I don’t talk to strangers.’) which crank up the energy of the poem effectively.